God, thankyou ♥♥

I don't know what in my mind. i'm so affraid to do something . i feel so alone . i think i'm too weak , i'm too whine , and i'm too sensitive !!! i hate it . where my friends when i need them ? i'm alone . i just wanna share with them but them can't hear it anymore!!! i'm tired to it . i always cry because it . God, please make my heart more strong than now . i know you give me exam because you love me . and i know you always give what i need not what i want . thanks God . and hem about my fam , i feel so unuseful for them . they always say 'i don't care what you do anymore!' yeah they didn't say it direct , but i can mean it like it . ohhh God, i confuse. what must i do to make them proud to me? moreever they don't care with me . i think i must do the best to them . i don't care them will care about it or not . please help me God, thankyou ♥♥